CHAPTER LOVE.

HELLO everyone.

okay so 2005's over. not so sure about the rest of you out there, but for me, this year zooms past really quickly. maybe its the change in schools, before we have time to adjust and learn to adapt to this whole new style of learning, the year has ended. or maybe its the change from lower secondary to upper secondary, just like the transition from primary to secondary school. whether we like it or not, everyone of us are forced to grow up in our own ways. and growing up is indeed, one of the things i have been doing alot this entire year.

okay cut all that kinda stuff.

basically. if i were to describe how my life has been in 05 with a word, that will be 'rush'. yes, everything is so rushed through. all the homework, the cheer performances, studies and everything else. i look forward to each new day with not the hope of learning new stuff, but the wish to get it over and done with as fast as possible. unlike many others, its not the passion to learn that drives me on, its the thought of holidays that keeps me going. oh well i guess it hasnt been a very fruitful year for me.

relationships wise, if we hide up certain parts, i would say fantastic. the getting-to-know-and-forming-close-bonds part was really great, but for some of them, they just broke off so easily. im not talking about those mere accquaintances type, im talking about really good friends here. best friends who swore to keep close and bonded for the whole 4-yr stay in the school. best friends who fell out after a small quarrel.

cant really say that i regretted coming to nus high. sure, i would have loved to stay in nanyang. lysh, claire, track, thirteeners + everyone else, i miss them like crazy and sometimes i really wished i hadnt come here. but then again theres something here that keeps me happy all the time and i wouldnt know what i would have done without them. so, thankyou cheerteam. you know i love you guys the most in our school <3

i made a couple of mistakes this year, fell down a few times, got cut real bad. but whats life without downfalls anyway (not saying that i want repetitions, no please) heres to each and everyone of you in my lovelist! some of you may not be there, especially the nanyang pple, and thats cos i hadnt had the time to write each of yrs out specially so yeah. i still love you okay? havent forgotten any of you. esp lysh and claire! enjoy!

ps: its mychemicalromance. and i wrote the lyrics of demolition lovers on it. the song's super nice i got hooked onto it! (x

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