DIVORCED.

i guess now's the best time to write your entry. tiff and jo have both blogged about it and i think i should too. since i had long intended to write a letter to you anyway.

i suppose we're pretty pathetic. right now, we are actually breaking down because of a guy - you. maybe you think we're a bunch of losers who just cant let go. but we really cant, because none of us can really figure out what exactly went wrong that made you distant yourself from us so much.

i remember us talking about how you'd grow up someday and become the cutest and most popular guy in school. and how we'd be so proud of you and we'll all ride on your glory cos we're such good friends with you.

but now when we walk past each other in school, you dont even say hi or wave anymore. and sometimes it just upsets us so much to see how much youve changed. when joshua and gang were going around saying that you are gay, we were so pissed off at them because to us, youre the coolest guy in nus high. you could skate, play the guitar, drums and youre the best violinist in our school. and to us, that was an amazing mix of talents and the rest of guys are definitely gay-er than you are.

do you rmbr all the suntec trips. swensens, candy empire, hiding behind the O so that almeric and nat couldnt find us? well, i did. and im sure tiff and jo did so too. i rmbred how you waited for me when i stopped to tie my shoelace and then we held hands and looked for short targets to jump over. and 14th january, when we went to delifrance at jelita and had so much fun laughing at deborah because we all didnt like her together. there are just too many things to rmbr. you were so close to our cheerteam, and you didnt even have to cheer to be part of us. you actually came with us to buy poms and went for our trng at nat's hse and i guess that really touches me deep inside.

i dont know how you feel about these right now. you may think im a silly blabbering idiot who doesnt even know what shes talking about. but those are really what i think. and we miss you that much but we dont ever dare to tell it to you face-to-face or even across the phone because we're so afraid of getting the 'huh-what-are-you-talking-about' kinda treatment. it really hurts you know, because its as if those few months of friendship meant nothing to you at all.

i'll be sending this link to you, though the three of us know that chances of you reading our blogs nowadays are close to zero. and this is not even my blog to begin with. so, if you ever manage to get til here, well, just know that we've never stopped loving you.

<3 genie (your divorced!)

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